mind blanking
can't think up of nothing to write so I'm waiting
for this state of loneliness to end, I'm complacent
envious of my peers, I'm shaking
take a drag of the cig, I'm fading
faded
****

solace on repeat, feeling like taking a break
a long one though, cause eternity waits
for no man, my hands in the gutter
mail my mother my ashes in the face of a blunt

no one been praying for me, I haven't been praying for no one
haven't been praying at all, I don't wanna blow it
all off, or my life is a wrap
tired as ****, sleep schedule been off the map

the pen can't even tell that my life white and black.