Would anyone notice if my world stopped it’s rotation? Would I change in some way? Would I need more or less consultation? And haven’t I changed? Is there something further to fix? And sometimes I don’t even like music.
If I raise my head high enough will it stay above water? If I focus enough will I see clearer and farther. And if I’m smart enough will I see all of their tricks? What if sometimes I don’t even like music?
I have cared far too much, but don’t I now care too little? Have I ever been firm, or always flimsy and brittle? Now what hat can I wear? What role truly fits? Will it matter if I don’t even like music?
Have my passions changed, or have they just disappeared? Will I be forgiven if I’m forevermore sullen and weird? What’s already faded and fallen can neither brighten nor stick. And these days I don’t even like music.
But I have seen the clouds part on the darkest of days. I have greeted the ALL with hurrahs and hurrays! And I’ve even begun to see the beauty in it. Still, sometimes I don’t even like music.