even if i did fall in love with you
it was nothing that you did
to make me feel the way i did about you
you weren't special
you didn't make my stomach stir with butterflies
and yet
i still
loved you
and i hate to say it
because it was never planned
i didn't want it
and yet i
still
loved you
and its a feeling
a feeling
i cant make go away
i've thought about it for months
hating the idea that it could be possible
that i loved you
in ways you didn't deserve
in ways i shouldnt have given to you
but i did
because ive always been
a hopeless romantic
and i don't know why
i thought i could've changed that
to avoid it happening with you
and yet
i still
loved you