Hating you is so **** easy, loving you was like my disease I'm distancing myself so I can see, the real you and the brand new me These mental walls, I've stood behind, keep you away while I clear my mind I've kept myself on the right track and I can't afford to ever look back You are my past all a bad memory, loves meant to last, I deserve cherishing I thought if I gave my all to you, that you in return would do that too