and a lot of the time i'm frightened and a lot of the time i doubt myself not because i don't know myself but because i do i know i haven't got much of a place in the world no one to hold me to what i am what i have been and i'm scared and when i saw that same fear in your eyes it made me want to love you but it made me worry too one of us could be an anchor and the other a leaky boat though i'm not sure who is which