No one ever said this life would always be easy we live in a cruel world. You can ask so much but but not to be given. You take steps  by staking steps your trying to pass obstacles you have wanted to avoid. Life can be either easy or hard God created this world peacefully without cruelty but when it appeared then sin has been created. You can’t save the dead or control this world. In the end things will soon fly over like birds in the sky.