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I feel bad,
I can't control myself,
I could
But I don't
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I try to think
That I'm a good person
But good people
Do good things
And that hasn't been me.
Not lately.

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How many chances do I get?
I haven't run out yet.
We can start again today
And hope
The red doesn't follow.
Pray for some discipline
And keep
Trying
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