i hate talking to people
one might think this comes naturally
like breathing or something
but it's more complicated than that

communication is like
setting your humor,
your mannerism;
and your vocabulary,
in par with
someone who won't
give two *****
even if you were to
get hit by a bus
or something

its like im trying to permeate a membrane
that’s constantly mocking me
and blocking me from entering,
from belonging