Sometimes I want to run into the sea, let the cold-water wash all over me as the waves pull me into its midst as the sand buries my feet in its drifts I'd open my lungs & **** the water down saltwater filling me up until I drown I'll fall into a blackened deep sleep it will wash away the secrets I keep at the same time, it swallows me whole I allow it to cleanse the darkness of my soul Cover me up with the grains of sand making me a part of the sea & land