my body is decaying like the leaves of november you'll never know what its like to be stuck out in the cold with the smoke crawling down your throat coughing out into the night your echos carry farther than you can see they whisper inauable cries as crisp as the winters night everything so foreign to my aging skin whats real on the outside what is real within can you call me out on my actions or just bare to see me seep seep into the ground where you stand my eyes witness you weap is this misfortune or an illness that has gone too deep who is there to say we don't feel the same pain we all stare at the same galaxies even though blind to we we all feed off the same soil our hands etched so deep we synthesize the same born and die breathe and sleep the same some shorter than others but were human don't try to deny we are the same beating hearts with a will to live even when we abuse we all yearn for the same another tomorrow absent of pain