I feel like it must be confusing To read my rambling thoughts Different boys, one for every stanza They decorate this page Like pin-up dolls with ruffled hair Deceiving in their beauty, deceiving with their pretty mouths and prettier words And yet I feel that I should explain... There are three. The source of my longing. Undiluted, irrefutable, infatuated, beauty. The source of all my pain. Superficial, overrated, conceited, killer. The source of my small tendrils of hope. Unknown, undiscovered, sweet as candy, lover.