I would search a thousand mountains, Walk through hell barefoot, Endless suffering and torture; all for this faceless man I dream of. Lifetimes that span a thousand years, For the sake and touch of him. For what the memory fails to show me in dream, I conjure up in day. As the world moves forward, I am stuck in past. Restless and needy for a man who doesnβt know it. For a man who doesnβt exist. But what am I, A dreamer in the night, floating away from body, soul searching. Or am I a ***** in the shadows, dark and moody. The search has just begun.