I can drop one thing to pick another I can pick one thing when I have another It's just a dream I tell myself As I recall the worst playing hula hoop in my head It's just a dream... It doesn't matter what I want Because once I have it I want something better Because an old woman told me I'm handsome And I knew my choices would be temporal I knew I'd always be searching for something brighter... In the light of day And the beauty in the northern lights Cause I'm a loner trying to cover up the reality But reality is sleeping in the dark hoping for someone to pull me out Cause sometimes I push people away too fair forget I need them And for so long I've been fixing people's broken parts... That I've forgotten how to fix mine.