It's all over
And I'm here again
those 5 months of complete sorrow and helplessness
A need to prove myself
just to get stabbed in the chest by those 3 painful words
"You messed up"
Was it really my fault for giving my everything and still not being good enough?
Or am I destined to suffer in every walk?
My mom says that God puts me in these situations because I'm strong
But maybe, I'm not strong enough to make it through it all
Maybe life was better when the only thing I was worrying about was Academic pressure
Now it's almost morning but I'm out here wondering where did I go wrong?
Certainly I wouldn't have made it even if I gave my everything
So should I leave it as it is
Leave my dream behind
or should I step into the war again
I will keep wondering why
I will keep wondering why