I can’t stay here anymore.
In this friendless land where
I can only watch the ones I love, love others
and talk to ghosts about my fake lovers.

This land turned me into an attention ***** -
Who settles for the lovers too afraid to love me
and not-so-secret admirers who stare from a distance.
Is this what I deserve?

This land tricked me.
It knows I’ve always loved you and never me.
That's why it gave me a taste of true friendship
before sending you away.

This land forced me to love alone
younger than any child should.
I live in a world made with love,
yet I can’t find anyone with love for me.

Am I really living real life?