I'm so good at this game
the what if's, costs and benefits
but maybe I should quit while I still can
pawn to e5 and I roll the dice

the what if's, costs and benefits
do I fight for you or is it a blunder? pawn to e5 and I roll the dice
I don't care who pays the price

do I fight for you or is it a blunder?
my mind and heart sink into the mud
I don't care who pays the price
my craving and vice, you must leave me

my mind and heart sink into this mud
but I will not go down further
my craving and vice you must leave me
as I will no longer fight for what I know is a dream