friendly high my mom called it she said it will make you the happiest in the world only for a little bit thought and so I started to smoke away the pain so my mom and dad helped me understand that to feel okay I need to be in another world and not the one we call so called "earth" I understand now that I need to be a stoner just to feel happy I don't wanna be a stoner but I want to feel happy and calm but no really I just wanted you to love me like you said you did..