It started as a Can I get your
number line
but see my mind
was way faster then he think
I was down with the ride even
tho I knew he just wanted a
piece of the pie
realizing that what I want ain’t what he
seems
but plot twist
I was wrong
I wanted him & Everything
I dreamed of Him
my King His Queen
I dreamed of him & a family certain simple
things
I couldn’t get passed the faze of him not Trusting
so I dipped exposed my lies &
mumbled my lips
Despise the Truth
I was aching with a drip
not from the lip but from the
inside down in the pool pit
where the butterflies live
I knew for a fact that what his
intentions was was not an easy
grip
but that didn’t stop me from exposing my hips
letting him lye in between me hearing
my gut screaming
with his dark soul caress my chest in
the means of being upset
not at him but for me
because if you don’t know by now I know
my Worth being
I wasn’t sat on a peddle stool 
nor was I given the recognition of being this
black beautiful queen who only
wanted what life was suppose
to bring
HAPPINESS
that wasn’t found inside
let me tell you how my heart ached at
night
I just wanted to be what he wake up to & What he go to sleep
let me be who he lives for
let this be a dream
STOP
while you can Cuz being in love is Wayyyy Harder then Finding a Man