I miss reading when I first awake each day "good morning **** mama" with a little smiley face. I didn't know I'd be so sad without seeing that little face.
I miss seeing kissy face too. I didn't realize it would be so hard without you.
I miss our pointless little talks, I know that they weren't about much but were special either way. I'd give anything to have it back each day.
I miss your calm and caring way you'd try and calm me down whether upset at my mom or Lauren you'd always know what to say to turn that frown back up from upside down.
I miss kissing you, that so very much! I never knew Id like anyone this way, to where I feel lonely without your touch.
I miss sitting beside you and laughing along with you. You never realize how good laughter can be good for your soul. Not being with you is really taking its toll.
I even miss you patting me on my ****. Yes, its annoying when you wiggle me but your just alittle nut.
What I miss the most is how happy you made me feel. When I would see you , all my  worries and troubles become petty and one touch from you is surreal.
Once I met you all the crap that I've dealt with didn't even matter, because just being with you makes my heart beat so much faster. I never knew that you'd be the one that I cant just forget about and walk away from. There's got to be a deeper reason for this to.
Yet for now all I know is that I really miss you.