you ghosted me because it was easier for you to ignore me and tell me you’ve been busy and let me stress and worry about it until i finally snap and drop you. which took longer than i’d like to admit. but that’s just because i wanted it  to be true, i hoped that you were telling the truth, that you were just busy. that you weren’t on your phone. but your too selfish to sit through an awkward moment, tell me what was wrong, and tell me that your done. you would rather let me second guess myself. you watched me beg for you to give me anything. and told me it’s okay,