I am not a bottle of shampoo. Yet I keep watering myself down, diluting everything that once made me rich, whole, enough.
I stretch myself thin, like plastic pulled too far, translucent, fragile. I work too much, as if sacrificing my life could patch the leaks.
I am afraid to take up space. Afraid that presence is too loud, that my fullness might offend. So I pour myself out in teaspoons, measured, polite, disappearing.
If I keep watering myself down, there will be nothing left of the original product, just a bottle, and a label full of water.