Let me regain...
the self-worth I've forgotten
my buried confidence
and ebbing self-esteem
the identity I covered
with constant threat of judgement

reinstate boundaries,
secure my privacy

Let me take back...
my own peace of mind
my ability to choose any time
my voice to speak my mind;
let me hold the reins, and decide...
to move on from being deprived

to know happiness again,
and relax with less worries

Let me collect...
those times with you I wasted
the precious support I needed
the many hands I was offered...
without   fear, freely fail and succeed
then once again, be free to reconnect

It sounds selfish, but I'm doing it
for myself, and those who deserves me