If I had one wish to make it would have to be, that God would heal my mom and give her pain to me.  For I've never seen my hurt so bad in all my life, I'd do anything and everything to take her pain and strife.  she's the only who never lost complete faith in me, without her by my side I'm not sure where I'd be.  We don't always get along but then again who does? She taught me about the real world and what life really is . I   think I owe her one for all the hell I put her through, so God if you grant this for me, I'll be eternally grateful to you . And if my mom decides to ask why her life suddenly changed this way , do me a favor and her know that I said that I love her .