I wish that when you moved your head you were turning over to tell me something beautiful and that when you adjusted your legs it would be as subtly purposeful as when I moved mine because when I breathed it felt like our bodies were flowing together sinusoidally from head to foot. And our hands snarled, hardly together, close to thick barbed wire our fingernails scratching each otherβs palms. Despite mental unrest for two hours I did not feel uncomfort, my chest warming your soft shoulderblades.