Today at 5:37am i texted 3 of my friends to not worry about me if something happened to me and that i love them, before logging out of discord. I can't bring myself to log in again. The "dot by dot" part mean me erasing one of the 8 dots i had in my bio each day. I knew no one would notice it, but wasted time on it anyway. I don't know what's going on with me anymore. Also, if you have time, please read the thing i wrote earlier, it would mean a lot.