I love my parents
But I do not wish to become them
The hiding of feelings
Until they blow

Constant fighting
And staying for the kid

But I found young love
Just like they did
Yet I do not love properly
I scream and yell
And hide my feelings

I know I’m a lot to love
At least that’s what I was shown
So loving him
Is easy and yet so hard

I don’t know how to love
So I’m just like them
In so many ways

I try so hard to be…
Different
But  I still hide my feelings
In fear of the argument