Standing on the front porch on a hot summer's day,                                                             ­                     
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pregnant & barefoot, you chose to walk away                                                  
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Standing in a pool of freshly cried tears,                                                           ­ 
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enabled me to regret loving you for years                                                            ­
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As your tires kicked up asphalt & dirt,                                                        
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I was busy calling you a liar & a ****                                                             ­             
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I swore after that day I would be strong                                                           ­ 
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and my grieving time wouldn't be long                                                        
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I had our baby two months after you'd gone                                              
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with him by my side, I was never alone                                                        
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He was beautiful & you'd never know                                                      
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because you weren't there to see him grow                                            
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I never told him his daddy's name                                                             ­     
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I didn't want rejection to bring him shame                                                  
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So, I just loved him for the both of us,                                                            
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and always let him know that he could trust                                                          
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I know that you were trying to punish me                                                
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but I was the one doing the punishing                                                  
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I got years of his unconditional love,                                                            ­  
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not once were you mentioned or even thought of                                        
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Now that you've grown into an old man                                                              ­              
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 and his life turned out better than you planned                                                      
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I don't feel bad that you are all
alone                                                          
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it's just a shame that your son is now grown