if you called me right now i’d say come over. I’d speak in a voice that would make you remember. i’d beg you to go back to the time that we fell in love, when the best part of our day was as simple as us being together. I wanna know where this came from. l I want you to show me the way. Please. Take some of the accountability. Ive choked on it for a while but I have to admit, i made myself such easy prey. If you called right now i’d tell you how much i’ve missed you. that i think of you all the time. How was leaving me so easy for you? I’m lost. I hate to admit it. Without you nothing feels remotely right. you’re everywhere but nowhere. i feel so devastatingly incomplete. After you? I don’t know if being, even just a feeling of being whole could ever be possible for me.