The silence is carving out my heart
Pitch black,tight ropes,lost roads
Mind in a functionally confused haze
Separating my voice from my own
Inner monologues are carefully woven
Seeking company deep within the void
I shout out and listen to the echoes
Echoes of pain, tears and hurt within the heart
Tonight I hope for someone to return
Tomorrow, I still might get a call
Yet I wonder years from now
When I am completely inside the walls
That I build for myself now
Would there even be that hope?
Could I even expect company ?
Or a soul to hold me back from insanity?
I am embarking on the darkest path
Even shadows wont follow me into that depth