There has always been
Instant ramifications held
Over me for expressing
Some of the sorrow I have felt

From the moment I began
Listening to and loving myself
I was engineered to abstain
From speaking my opinions too loud

I was finally conditioned to
Keep my mouth stapled shut
As to not face the accusations
Of how I navigate these thoughts

Now I hardly know what to do or say
Doubt laced words and actions
Living in constant inescapable fear
Of all the possible repercussions

Please tell me who you want me to be
So I'm no longer held responsible
For whatever consequences are created
Based on what you think is acceptable