Mother, I’ve painted my nails the color of you Black cherry the color of composure In the light they brighten like the red handlebars of my bicycle in the sun In my wicker basket I carry wildflowers and dreams And the weight of it rests in your arms You make the wilderness sweeter, your dessert from berries off the vine That summer my room was a constant breath of vanilla, soaked into the carpets and in my hair The familiar sweet scent of your dolls brought down from the attic I noticed the frills Because you talked about how you adored watching little house on the prairie And wished you could wear your hair in ringlets and wear their modest gowns Yet you said just as often how you loved to be outside until the sun would go down So yes, my grandmother fought other mothers in the toy aisle in the 80’s for their doll Your doll My doll And the house now called ours is surrounded by a beautiful woods And I see that what matters are the times when you linger on vanilla and the fruits of summer