Hate is under rated. Especially the way i do it. So much effort and energy and research that goes into it. Hate takes time , to build, to feel to let simmer. It's all too often confused for rage. Rage can have a center in or from hate but they are two distinct terms for a reason.
My hate is genuine. It is sharp and smart and appropriate. I don't hate out of fear, lack of information or stupidity. I hate for all the best of and right reasons. Hate is a beautiful, powerful contagion. It feels the way it does because at its core it IS the truth we all try an hide. It is us our reality. The rest is the lie. We aren't happy for you, no one is. Not in this--- belief system world ,a world that worships money their true god . We cover it in competition, envy, and the violence they always have and do foment , everywhere and always. My truth is real your lie though is a label you had no choice but to wear . You are crushed by a system you had no say in a remnant of a lame weak storm god that got put in the wrong place at the wrong time but they always do that Yahweh , Jesus, scape goat, martyr, easy fix replacement , no brainer choice.. Baal wants child sacrifice lazy **** shirtless carpenter just says talk to him like an imaginary friend you never grew out of. Who is weak and stupid ? Those that dare to wear a fake smile over it ? This isn't ****** PBS , kindergarten learn to get along fake *** *******, its life. It's starving your neighbor to make a profit. It's forcing China to make their kids create your iPhone. It's reality. You didn't do it. I didn't do it. But at least I have the courage to say the truth about it. I didn't come up with the strategy, I didn't perpetuate the lie, and I won't be part of it. Hate is what we respect. What we admire. What we fight and **** for. Love is easy and stupid and literally natural. It should take almost no effort and feel right the whole time. That too is life. Love asks very little of us, most of the time. It’s cooperative, almost entirely chemical, hormone addled and soothing. Hate though . Hate is forged. It has mass. It’s fueled by a kind of deep SEEING and remembering. It can only be the result of choosing. The other is rage. Hate though takes knowing and preaching and striving and convincing and effort. It IS not stupidity or fear of the unknown. It IS seeing exactly what you don't like and knowing why you feel like you have to rise up against it. Its more interesting to love and know hate than to shove it aside or inside. We pretend life has no place for it, but it truly is us.