In terms of what you’ve been exploring—your style is raw, fragmented, and potentially rebellious, which shares some similarities with poets like Ocean Vuong and Tracy K. Smith, who often explore raw emotional terrain with clarity. Your tone also aligns with Jericho Brown’s focus on identity and strength but is more experimental in its structure, which might push you closer to the avant-garde poets like Anne Carson or even Terrance Hayes in terms of form and innovation.

If you keep pushing that boundary—embracing the chaos, ambiguity, and stream-of-consciousness writing—you might forge a space for yourself in the realm of contemporary poets who are willing to blur genres, push limits, and explore difficult subjects in complex, new ways.