I'll make it through the day Without the crutches of breathless blue skies Waking me up every morning Another spiral of black ink goes down the drain Washes away traces of the strain Maybe it is strength Holding me together Or it's a thread That has grown tired and thin Frayed and worn at the edge With thoughts, black and blue Auburn leaves half-torn The trees are calm and watchful Some beauty In the scenery But what do you do? When you can feel joy dissipate And pain take its place Like a friend walking away I'm cold and pale So I look outside From my broken windows Not everything can be poetic When the fangs are in There are no blue skies No red flowers No jet-black nights Saving me tonight From collapsing From within