and heres me, a single collection of particles in the ocean it's not like I wanted to be here It started when I was taken away tides too strong for me, the pull of such, my bones too weak to contend I didn't ever wish to breathe my last breath while spluttering sea water from my lungs I almost wish that someone had found me like this, even planned it in my last moments to be found floating face down in the ocean I never planned for fish too hack off chunks of my torso and carry it in their stomaches only to be eaten by sharks, who decayed in time too and this happened hundreds of times with so many tiny fish taking parts of me, all of me until I had nothing left but bones for a period of time until they wasted away and washed up onto different tides ones i'd never seen or trod only to wash up again and again until I was tiny, a tiny part of the world more insignificant than I started