Today suddenly
I realized I am in category of an adult person
When someone had discussion
About my job
After I finish my B. Ed
Other came had discussed about my marriage
My mother is in other plateform
Collecting jewellery for my marriage
My grand mother
After looking me dressed nicely for a marriage party
O! Girl is now fully grown up
Start looking for a suitable guy
My eyes filled with tears
Every one wants to worry for my future
Job, marriage then keep on running
Then for a baby
But just few years back I was in my nineteen
Where those years disappeared
I couldn't see and enjoy those moments
No one wants to see and ask
What is going inside me?
I feel helpless
Sometimes feel suffocating
To run away from all these forced responsibilities
Am I wrong?
Or people around me in hurry to fix me at their desired place
I realized today
Every one around me
Trying to make me realize
Ready to take responsibilities of this society
Immaterial whether I like or not
I enjoy or not
Am now I an adult!