I just wanna howl.
I'm itching
twitching rather
like sudden shivers flexing my muscles like gun shots.

anxious
alone
half liking it
half wanting to tell someone

I'm alone but not in empty air
these suite mates and roommates and mates in this building
I wanna howl.

let it roar
my heart
my ears
my eyes
my mind
all stretching and staining

Oh! it grinds my gears
to be alone but not with myself

Maniacally feeling up the walls and floors and other surfaces
I'm twitching
urging to howl
I want to cut lose from myself.
I gotta do something.