What fiery blade can I shove down my throat to pierce that which lives in me separate from all else?

Show me the blade I will swallow it whole.

To slice open my body to slip out my soul to sacrifice it on the alter of the whole.

To do no more than chime
like chirping bells
to be no more
than a wave in the river of hell.

We are a holding each other still
what has been is what will be. I am yours and you are mine for eternity.