tectonic normality fractures, crumbles, falls disconcertingly rearranges itself the ground beneath my feet undone all my expectations and certitudes the very heart of being, my feel for it solidity ebbs and flows, liquefaction sure foundations tsunami swept certainties overwhelmed ruptured, erased gone
temptation to stack up the debris rebuild as best as may be from ruins some semblance of what was, had been before clinging to that cherished past dug from memory's museum while gathering the shards too hard to contemplate metamorphic future outwith engagement unknown, unsafe, risk too far not to be trusted, and yet entirely inevitable
change adaptation evolve or die as always it was and forever will be normals old to new despite protestations and attempts to ignore so in the flux, the vortex where is certainty found to what can I hold fast that endures forever in the maelstrom the crucible me
Friday of the Fourth Week of Lent 4th April 2025 following Psalm 102.12-13