do you ever feel like a fly on the wall? even in your own story like everything is happening and you're just t h e r e watching it all go like a movie then before you know it you’re old gray shriveled and you did NOTHING you were just THERE why? why let others live your life? is it because you don’t think you deserve it? think its worth it? think YOU’RE worth it? who are YOU to decide your worth? you have a beating heart a breathing lung a feeling touch you are ALIVE you dont GET to decide otherwise you WILL live because you ARE alive