They say to try to be happy by yourself,
And not build your happiness on someone’s words or lovely actions,
For they can always slip away,
Into the dark of the night,
Hidden by the new moon.
Yet,
I have accidently built my happiness on you and your words,
And your love for me.
I have built my happiness on you,
Something that can be taken away in a moment,
Yet,
I have never felt happier before.
With you,
Everything seems like it will be okay once again,
And I hope your love for me,
Will last much longer.
Horribly though if you go away in the dark of night one day,
I’m afraid I’ll find myself in my dilemma,
Not knowing what to do with myself after you are gone,
For I built everything on you.
So while you are loving me,
And I am loving you,
I will try to love myself,
And find myself beautiful as you say,
So God-forbid if you leave me,
I will not sink into the deep dark ocean,
Trying to learn how to swim to the top once again,
Sinking to the bottom with rocks at my feet,
Trying to break the surface of the water.