I ask myself the question, what lies beyond rock bottom

Wondering if i can get any lower than this
And everytime, life just knows how to do it
Now, even in my comfort space, it feels like an abyss
Then people just grabs my head and to the ground they drill it

To think it was a safe place was wrong
Oh how dumb was it that i haven’t notice it for so long

Dancing on fire was i, long before i realize
I was in hell disguise as heaven, fooled with lies
Ever wondering why would i need to crush my pride and ego to feed their own with my lies and compromise
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