Do you know what it’s doing to me?
Do you know what i think?
Are you listening?

That which I am successful at
I cannot do
Unknown to those naked eyes
see me outperforming last years body.
god its unsustainable.

How can you tell me
You love me, care for me
When you don’t care to see the inside of me
you don’t wish to explore that by which I live
I want to be dissected

My brain is an active volcano
Throwing lava bombs nearby with the friendliest flowers to be destroyed
The pressure pushes my magma around and I fall
In too deep
you’ll only watch

thank god you’ll watch
At least you’re there