I owe you an apology. For my behavior is erratic. But if you could hear the voices within, Maybe it would be quite clear A confused soul is worth nothing.
Things aren't going as they're supposed to. I could correct their course, if I only knew how they're supposed to. What I have is not what I want. And what I want, Is probably not worth having. Like, I said: An apology is due. For a confused soul, is worth nothing.
Hopefully one day, I'll get what I want. Or learn to love what I have. Till then, I hope this struggle rips me apart. I hope it keeps me up at night, as I remember a thousand goodbyes. And hopefully one day, it'll make sense. Because I've lived long enough, with the feeling that something's missing. And baby, I know it better than anyone else. A confused soul is worth nothing.