Tremendous hole in my heart
My brain?empty
My body?numb

I closed my eyes
touting for peace but,
my inside was raging

Deep in my hole
I kept asking the same question
Why the pain and fear kept recurring

The light became dimer until it was dark
This time all I wanted was,
To see the light and,
A remedy to heal
This time all I wanted was,
Peace and a reason to live.

(An extention of tears of a poet)