Yes, I knew the ones I left. The choices I made. Going through this melancholy scheme doesn't make me great. Perhaps, this is the only way. I can't put this pain away. My half-lifeβI wanted those to get closer. They just went away. I don't stand a chance to even see a glance, just for the choices I made. I came along a path forward or a path backward. Why does it feel like I am moving to and fro to get into the rhythm and to get this rhyme? What I didβunbearable. It is tough to do the time.