You thought by breaking me, heals you—no, it can't be. Because when you thought it healed you, no. It will haunt you, linger in the depths of your soul, that it is never a right decision to hurt anyone.
Did it gave you enough peace? An ease in your mind? I hope so.
Did it gave you an ample time to sleep so soundly at night? Kinda.
Did your guilt and conscience lets you eat, sleep or work quietly without disturbing you? Perhaps.
Only these questions I asked are for you to answer—time will tell when, when it forbids or not.
Karma will only decide when, and so as your fate as well So have faith, even when my hope is already quite fainting.