I am an alien to my own species, Not the green bug eyed creature, I blend in. One foot out of line suddenly all the eyes of the world are on you, the squinting looks that pierce your soul. One foot too far and now you're no longer human, you're a show animal to be judged. One foot too far and you trip, tumbling down the never ending white staircase leading to the pits of hell and beyond, Now you're trying to climb up to the white gateway, but one foot out you slip and fall again