Thoughts rushing in
All clouded together
All negative thoughts
******* clouds covering the sun
No light peaks in
I no longer know the sun exists
These thoughts rain down on me
Lightning flashes
Thunder roars
My head hurts
My ears ring
My eyes are so used to darkness light now hurts my eyes
Crying inside
Being drowned by the rain
I'm all alone in this never ending storm
Wishing I had someone to help clear this storm
Time keeps moving
As I lay still in this never ending storm
I close my eyes and feel the rain
As it begins to flood I drown
Lightning hits the water
This storm is violent
I can't escape the storm
Few moments of tranquility come
I lay at ease waiting for the storm to come again
Knowing I can not be protected from this storm
I can't hide from the storm
I can only hide from you
I can only lie to you
I say I'm fine to you
But the truth is the storm is raging
And I can't escape it
I can do nothing but wait in the rain
Wait in the storm
Hoping one day it'll be over
But not believing it'll never be over
This storm is my curse
I've lived with it forever
I got rid of it for awhile but it's back and I can't tell you
I don't know how to explain
It all sounds stupid
This storm is the worst
I cry waiting for help
But no one is coming
I'm alone in the storm
With no shelter
It keeps pouring rain down on me
My clothes are soaked
Wishing lightning will hit and take me away
Make me numb
Make me gone
This storm is unbearable
But here I am
All alone
In this storm
With no shelter
Rain pouring down fast
Thunder roaring
Lightning strikes
Down I go without a fight