for you i'd break my heart over and over if it means getting to feel the warmth of your love, the comfort of your embrace, hear the peal of your laughter, even if it's only for a moment
& maybe there will be a time where i get sick of the back and forth when i get tired of the old wounds re-opening
but maybe there will be a time where you want to sit still and grow with me when you want to stay long enough to heal me